Pay What You Want (minimum $5, suggested $10+) This audiobook, based on phone recordings from 2014, is a raw and honest account of how I overcame my struggles and found the love and protection of Yah.

I talk about everything: my early life before everything fell apart, walking away from homosexuality, getting caught up in religious manipulation, and looking for love in all the wrong places. At the time I recorded this, I was right on the edge of discovering the name of Yah and scripture through a Hebraic lens, which completely opened up my understanding and transformed my life.

This isn't my whole life story, but it is a raw testimony of how Yah can take someone who has been through it, heal them, restore them, and use them for something beautiful. All you need is to be real with Him and surrender.

The audiobook is about two hours long with 17 chapters. One chapter walks you through salvation and what it means to turn to the Father.

Quick heads up: this gets detailed and raw, so I'm recommending it for 18+. If you're a parent thinking about letting younger kids listen, maybe give it a listen yourself first and decide what feels right for your family.